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[26 Feb 2009|11:01am]
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new music for [13 Aug 2008|06:29pm]
The Sound Providers - 5 minutes (ft. Procussions)

Hocus Pocus Hip Hop ? feat The Procussions

Turquoise Hexagon Sun - Boards of Canada
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[31 May 2008|02:26am]
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[23 May 2008|07:38pm]
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[14 May 2008|04:49pm]
 betrayal builds character.
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hey josh if you forget. [25 Apr 2008|02:49am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

dude, you were in this parking lot at firestone. right? theeeeen my friend spit on this guy because he was panhandling i guess, so he goes to get her. you know what you mean. like fight like. so you just stuck him in the face and it was wild, it was with the lefty. much much blood. it lasted a while. etc. he was a stocky dude like in his late 30s with tats. anyywwaayssssss. we wrestle a little for me to do the pwnage deeennnnn, left field austin plows him out of left field and it was so awesome and bloody and working over action. the cops come. we have blood all over us. all over the parking lot. basically. it was of the tightness. he got taken to the hosptial and no charges on us. other wild shit. like friends fighting with chains and bowl breakage. but. i guess you kow what that mean. word.

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what are you going to discover today. [06 Apr 2008|11:32am]
unveil the prize between the lines.

another day of silent distraction
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[18 Nov 2007|03:59pm]
tell me something.
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[26 Oct 2007|04:11pm]
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[30 Sep 2007|01:14am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

likeridiculousyo: i miss you josh

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im not in jail anymore [02 Sep 2007|06:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]

after 34 days in a maximum security felony block, i finally got sprung. im living at my dads house in nsb with brittany~! i have a year of probation and all these classes that i have to complete so im not going to be smoking or drinking, partying is out of the question.


i hung with this guy in jail and many other murders. questions?

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[24 Jun 2007|02:04pm]
insane premonition's
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erty [18 Jun 2007|12:57pm]
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for the swine [09 Jun 2007|08:53pm]
the mischief makers of brain capers sitting on the fence boiling down to down for the grass blades around collecting energy by the pound.
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[05 Mar 2007|09:58am]
[ mood | blah ]

myspace and livejournal dont work in tennessee. but i can post this entry. thats it. ill update something better later. damn it, i cant even check my mail on this computer or read anything. all i have is livejournal update. just.

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[20 Feb 2007|11:51am]
[19 Feb 2007|09:53pm]

You wont answer my phone calls and I know youll eventually read this where ever you are. You were such an important part of my life. I cant help but to try and move on now. I dont feel like you loved me and Im sorry for that. But maybe Im just convincing myself you never loved me to get over you. Whatever that case, its for the best. I talked to fadi, youre full of shit. But whatever helps you sleep at night josh. You get ideas in your head and you cant ever be wrong, can you baby? Everthing I told you was true. I did love you, and I did want to be with you. I guess our personalities were too much alike to be together. I hope youre happy where you are and I hope youre happy you ruined us forever, Youll never have me again. YOull never fuck me agian, youll never kiss me again,. Youll never even get the chance to tell me you love me agian. I hope you hearing what you wanted to hear was worth our whole relationship. whatever the fuck it was.

By the way, heres the picture you forgot about taking
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You guys are cute.
Love yoU!!
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[19 Feb 2007|04:04pm]
Just remember baby, you did this.

Ill always love you, but it just hurts.
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[17 Feb 2007|11:12am]
thanks for not calling.
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[10 Feb 2007|05:31am]
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awww you two are all snuggly. cute josh.
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[09 Feb 2007|09:25pm]
Everyday I find out more and more. Apparently you told jackie and jessica you were "still in love with tiffany" and you just "cant fall out of love with her" oh, and that you love linsey vatelle. But wait theres more. I guess you told kaytie you still loved her that night at david clontz.. and she pushed you off. Youre pretty two faced. And im pretty sick of it. I wish you could just be honest with me. But I guess thats too much to ask. If you werent somewhere tonight that you didnt think would bother me, you would have called me. But whatever. Im going to casadaga. I hope everything you do is worth it. I love you.
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[06 Feb 2007|04:00am]
Obviously I know youre okay if you logged into myspace. You need to call me josh.
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[05 Feb 2007|08:37pm]
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This is the night you showed me how much you love me. Thank you.

I know you were expecting me to post an entry last night/this morning. Sorry to disapoint you baby. You lied to me. You lied to me more than anyone has ever lied to me in my life. You lied about the game. You didnt just kiss girls in the game. You kissed misty outside the game. I shouldnt love you. I know it, you know it. Cheating is cheating, you can say what you want but you did. And now youre trying to worry me about where you are. You want me to tell you that im in pain. Do you get joy out of that? I called you back to tell you I love you. But you didnt answer. I wish I didnt care about you as much as I do. I hope youre having fun baby. I hope everything you do is worth is. Just know, Ill find out what you do. If not tomorrow, than the next day. Just like I found out about Tiffany. Josiah told me that he can tell you care about me a lot. I just wish you would show me. Cheating on me just proves me wrong. Happy birthday baby, glad it was a good one.
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[04 Feb 2007|03:42am]
Its 4am. I hope it was worth it josh, seriously.

I hope these pills help me sleep, but who knows.
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[04 Feb 2007|12:20am]
I hate this. You cant even answer the phone. I dont feel like hearing your excuses. You kill me. I feel like my body is going numb. You did this Josh, you did this. Remember.
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[03 Feb 2007|07:56pm]
I hate that I hurt you. I hate what I do to you. I only want you to be happy. I hate myself for the way I act sometimes. I will do anything for you josh. Please let me show you. I love you.
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[02 Feb 2007|07:34pm]
Youre mad at me because I said I wanted to write you something and you dont trust me enough to know Im not lying to you. I love you josh, I dont want to do anything to hurt you. I want to make you happy and I dont feel as if im doing a good job. If I was doing a good job than youd want to be with me, but you dont. We act like it, but I just dont feel good enough to be your girlfriend. I feel like theres a huge peice of us missing and I want to fill that peice. I dont want to have to worry if youre out with another girl or have you worry if im out with another guy. Why cant we just be together? It kills me laying with you and not being youre girlfriend. I know its just a lable but it means a lot to me. I cant keep not know whats going to happen with us. Please just let me love you fully.

I love you.
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[30 Jan 2007|08:23pm]
I love you so much josh
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Heres something to put in your trophy [29 Jan 2007|03:39pm]
Everything I said was sincere. Every time I kissed you I ment it. Every time you looked me in the eyes I felt passion. You opened my eyes to so many things. You set me free from my chains. And I am so grateful for that. Ill never forget anything about us. I love you baby.

the next day:
You just dont get it. This is exactly why I didnt want to be friends with you. One time is a mistake, but twice is just unexceptable. Have fun laying next to the 40 32 40 girl. I hope all that shit you talked about her was worth it. I hope she can fill your needs more than I could. Have fun josh.
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Thank you [19 Feb 2007|05:31pm]
--The Staff
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[02 Feb 2007|01:29pm]
i don't know what the hell happened last night, but i'm finally over your shit. if that is the way you treat someone like me, than i am embarrassed to call you my friend. i don't owe you anything and you need to get over yourself. you aren't better than anyone. you fuck up more than anyone i've ever known. and not just your own life, but the peoples' lives around you. you are so unhappy with the shitty way you lead your life that you have to have people around you at all times to make you think that you are important. it's a joke. i meant what i said about you being manipulative. you only care about yourself and what people think of you. here's a taste- you are selfabsorbed and your plainly apparent ulterior motives aren't fooling anyone but yourself. you try too hard to make people interested in you, but you lost anything good you had going for yourself a while ago. it's time to grow up. if you really want to shock people, you should get a job and stop leeching off your father who works his ass off to hand over money so you can go to ibar and get fucked up, go to school, stop settling for divorced sluts with baggage and attention whores. stop trying to be mr. center of attention, the world is not your high school. i can only hope that everyone else will stop putting up with you soon too, before you bring anyone else down. your "fuck the government. fuck everything mainstream. fuck everything that i don't believe is cool" is old, you made your skewed point, we get it. maybe it would make more impact if you actually made a stand for the only thing you claim to instead of just getting high and talking about it and getting shutdown becasue you don't have a rational leg to stand on. you aren't a misunderstood genius. you are josh saidi. just josh saidi.
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MLK [15 Jan 2007|03:07pm]
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you are awesome [15 Jan 2007|10:50am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i am awesome

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